MignonPotato

AND I COULD'T GO SEE HIM. SO CLOSE. SO CLOOOOOSEEEEEE *SOBBING*

Yea Comic Con tickets sell out WAYYY too fast so I couldn't get my hands on them this year. So now I'm sitting here brooding while my friends post pictures of RDJ they took themselves at the Iron Man 3 panel.
And yes, I live in San Diego.
NEVER ENDING SEXUAL FRUSTRATION.
Ok I know he is triple my age ok? IDGAF
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I'm sorry I haven't responded to all of your amazing comments on my coming back journal but I thought I would thank you all here.

I really love all of you watchers that stuck with me even when this gallery is like a graveyard. I am a very emotionally flaky person to be honest, and my confidence is lacking in many ways. Every little thing affects me in some way and I need to work on dealing with negativity from others and myself. Your comments ignited a part of me and I was so happy. For that, I am forever grateful.

Also to my new watchers! Thank you so much! I look forward to improving together! I really appreciate your support!
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As you guys might have noticed, I finally retrieved my files and posted everything! I am currently working on everything I promised I will do before I went on hiatus so expect some drawings in the near future!

Ok so my files are still elsewhere and my computer broke. Why is this happening when I decide to end my hiatus WHYYYY.

Im on my sis' computer to type this short notice and I will delay my return for another week. I already ordered a new computer and I'm just waiting for it SO SORRY FDGSAFDSJHAGS

For the past 6 months, I have been going through depression and having suicidal thoughts so I decided to stop drawing and search inside myself and find out what is important to me and what defines me as a person. I've completely rebuilt my soul and the last and final part of me was finally put in place when I went to AX this year and met tons of wonderful people. Truth is, my best friend forced me to sell in the artists alley and I was extremely reluctant and we even got into arguments and tears were spilled. It was messy. But the thing is, she believed in me. Even though I didn't want to do it, she knew who I really was when I lost myself. So I cranked out some prints and chibis to sell and found that my drawings were appreciated.
The highlight of this is when I print traded with. I was a big fan of her since I was about 8 or 9 and never in my dreams would I think of meeting her or for her to see my stuff. I am now 16 and I told her this and she even told me she loved my style. Then I started crying after because at that moment, I found out who I was before everything else clouded my perceptions. I am the girl who draws no matter how painful it gets. I am the girl that has a goal and even when it seems impossible, I keep on working through it. Kurot was the reason I started drawing and she became real to me yesterday. these 8 years, I've come so far.

So I will end my hiatus with this note. I have to retrieve a few of my files from other computers and post the stuff I sold for AX. I will be fully participating in my group and finally finishing the valentine that was due 6 months ago. I am sorry for all the disappointment I caused.

And give me a few days of rest LOL I have post con burnout XDD.

Sorry for the intense unannounced hiatus. Everything has been dragging me down and I sank into a deep depression. The thought of drawing made me sick so I couldn't even bring myself to log on. I have been through a lot for the past two months and I feel like my love for drawing has gone away. Every time I pick up my pen, I stop. My hand just couldn't move. Maybe I'm scared, or maybe its just I don't want to draw anymore, but the point is, I'm being torn apart by the very thought of drawing right now.

I feel like I hate where I'm at right now art-wise. I hate my style, I hate my coloring and everything. I know I have a lot I need to do still and I will get them done but It will take a while longer for me. I know I'm being selfish but I need time to get myself back on my feet and love drawing again. I need to develop a new style and learn the things I still need to learn.

To my group: Please take over for me for the time being. I'm sorry for being immature and not responding. I will be back in a month or two. Or if it's too inconvenient, I will withdraw my position.

I'm feeling this little need to draw right now and I will work hard to bring QUALITY to all of you.

Till then, please forgive me.

GUH HIGH SCHOOL LIFE HAS HIT ME FULL SWING. I had a very packed schedule for the last two weeks and so I'm very very sorry that I haven't had the time to reply to all of your lovely comments or be active. The truth is that my school's Winter Ball was going on and I was fully booked with friends who wanted their makeup done and freaking out over cute dates. I was basically set up with a really really cute guy and I have a huge crush on him and ya.... I'm hopeless LOLLL. Guh now many girls will hate me because i got to slow dance with this cutie. Oh well SO WORTH IT.

I will be back into full swing in about a week!

Regarding requests!:
I got invited to a secret valentines so i will be doing that first and then my group duties. I will have to push requests back a bit~ SO HANG TIGHT!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

Oh ya me anddid this school project together where I sang an English dub of Alice:www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwwAMA… LOL MY VOICEEEE She wrote the lyrics and I'm singing~~